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Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgement, including every hidden thing, whether it is good or evil. (Ecclesiastes 12:13b-14)

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年青, 猶如一隻傲翔天空上的小鳥, 隨意往來,隨風而飛; 飛過高山,飛過大海; 飛過天涯,飛過海角; 飛過初春,飛過仲夏; 飛過深秋,飛過寒冬; 飛過年少的無知, 飛過生命的無常; 飛過歲月的崢嶸, 飛過逐夢的蹉跎。 有天, 主要呼召這隻經歷幾許風雨的小鳥,飛到一个不願意去的, 一个比生命更重, 卻比現在更輕更美的地方。 跟從我罷!小鳥垂垂的伸出手來, 再次展翅而飛; 飛過昨日的長恨,飛越今生的無悔,飛到永恆的寄盼。 你愛我比這些更深麼? 耶穌說:“你餵養我的羊。我實實在在的告訴你:你年少的時候、自己束上帶子、隨意往來、但年老的時候、你要伸出手來、別人要把你束上 、帶你到不願意去的地方。”耶穌說這話、是指著彼得要怎樣死,榮耀神。說了這話、就對他說:“你跟從我罷” 。 (约翰福音21:17-19)

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Habakkuk 2:1 - Watching for His answer

I will stand at my watch and station myself on the ramparts; I will look to see what he will say to me and what answer I am to give to this complaint (Hab. 2:1)

Last week there were several incidents that disturb me. The first is the critical illness faces by Lord Chan. It was very sudden. He is in intensive care and going to die soon (if no miracles happened). I am not familiar with him, but I know that God has greatly used him in the chinese ministry in UK. He can connected to the english speaking congregation in the church, and God has put him in a strategic political position in the House of Lord to speak for the Chinese. There is already not enough christian workers serving Chinese, somehow just wonder why God is going to take another one away when the harvests are many but the workers are few.

The second was my interview. My performance was not good. It was my problems rather that His problems. Yet, in my low time, I complaint to God about my uncertainties facing me.

The third was the Israel-Palestine conflict. I have read from the news that Ariel Sharon suffered a stroke that he no longer could resume his work as the prime minister. This have create a lot of uncertainty and instability in the future for the peace process that has just begun to restart again.

Utimately in our heart, there is so many questions in life that we don't know how to answer. We feel reluctant to place our total trust in Him. We can't see the future. Maybe God will do something new. So as Habakkuk, who was standing at the watchtower, hoping to find out God's messager while they are in a distance, and waiting for God's answer to his complaint.

O Lord, help me to station myself to wait upon your answer. Help me have the faith to hold on to you while I am waiting, and open my eyes and ears so that I can see you face to face in my daily work, and to hear your voice through your Word and the Holy Spirit. Don't let my heart be hardened, that make me seperate from you.

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